So being back at home I have managed to remember everything that I want to 'achieve' shall we say. (In the near future, not in life) At university everything kinda gets lost in the whole bubble that you live in and you live in your own little student world where reality is far from your brains train of thought. Back in London I have remembered what it is I want and have just read my travel journal from the summer and found something that summed it up..
"I can't explain it. My Parents can't understand. Lucy can kind of see it but thinks i'm a bit mental. It's just the setting and the lifestyle. Happiness and being content. Some people have that from being successful in their job or by being in a relationship or doing things that give them enjoyment and fulfilment. I won't be settled in my mind until i have achieved what is the one thing that i want to do the most...."
And that is to move abroad for an uncertain amount of time. Not for too long as to ruin wherever it is I end up but long enough to experience what I seem so adamant that I need to do and feel like I am missing out on. MEGA CRINGE.
Anyways just the day before i re read that I had planned my next travel trip. Although trips will be taken in between - (France/Spain to see Sarah, Ireland to see the fam, casual trip to Thailand in the summer...just to keep summer consistent) this is the main one and the biggest one yet!
So this is the plan I sort of planned: China, Tokyo, Malaysia, Singapore, Indonesia, Laos, Vietnam...and then back to Thailand for a certain amount of time. I plan to take at least four months doing the first seven but possibly more. And then four months in Thailand, possibly more. I want to do my TEFL in the year after I graduate for uni, the year that I will spend working to save for this. I want an ample amount of money for this trip as usually that is not the case and they all end up not really the way they were intended..some for the good, some for the bad. But its not likely i'll be doing this big trip again so might as well make the most of what I can at the time!
So depending on where I like, where I want to stay and if i can get work who knows how long it will last! I'm super excited to start planning it all! Even though it is like two years away :/ but good things come to those who wait!
For now I have to concentrate on finding a job in Leeds to save for this summers trip to thailand. I can't wait!
