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I am against nature. I don't dig nature at all. I think nature is very unnatural. I think the truly natural things are dreams, which nature can't touch with decay.

Tuesday

Today has been a delightful Tuesday despite the weather. I have succeded in writing some form of first song/rap/spoken word poem (still undecided at what it quite is) for mine and my lovely friend Skye's new band the JaJa's which feature us and her friend Jennifer.

Today me and my friend Skye had a yummy salad from Sainsburys for our lunch. The big salad bowels are only £3 and you get to choose what you want to go in it. Yum. Then it continued to rain and got freezing cold down here at the front of the building so I tried to put the radiotor on behind me but it was having not of it. It's obviously still in denial that England will have some sort of summer and is unwilling to recognise that it is infact raining. Constantly. So when faffing around helplesslly I ask the cleaner for some help and it still does not want to work. So he offers me his coat. I kindly decline and say I have my own coat which is only too handy right now. He then continues to ask if I like chocolate. I say yes, why? And he says he is going to buy me some. Which he does. He swiftly returns after his shift with an extra large snickers bar. I feel a bit reluctant to eat it, after all you shouldn't take sweets from strangers! But then, what is it with this day in age that you can't accept any nice gestures without being over cautious or assessing all the risk factors etc etc etc. I don't eat all of it and share it with my friend Skye. We're both still alive and as perfectly concious and aware as we were before we indulged into the choclate from a kind gentleman helping a girl on a cold wintery afternoon in September.

Whilst the chocolate is on the desk a maintence man sees it. I tell him its from the cleaner and he says i should get in there. I say he is too old and he replies "well then I don't stand a chance" and continues to tell me how older people are so much more better because they are a lot more experienced and they can teach you a thing or two. I was laughing so much, it really brightened up my rainy day. It wasn't in a sleasy way it was in a funny way, hes maintence friend told him to stop flirting and move the desks.

Now all the food is gone and the people have so too. It's almost time to go home and prepare the house for the fam who are returning home from holidays. Wahooo!

Oh but the maintence men did just return and invite me to Pret at 8am! With a cheeky wink. Haha!

Septembrrrrr.

England is confused as per usual. Sun. Rain. Sun. Rain. The rain was nice today as it actually gave me a reason to lie on the sofa watching endless amounts of "shit" but highly entertaining reality television. It's all quite an effort to 'keep up' with the Kardahsians as well as follow all the Jedward antics on big brother, whilst forming a new girl crush on Tulisa from N dubz. Numming the brain in time to go back for Uni allowing all the Oscar Wilde quotes memorised from the picture of Dorian Gray to become submerged in facts of the modern celeb world.

I don't mind the weather at the moment, winters coming and i'm a little excited, not gunna lie. Nice warm duvet days watching films in our new house, which, good news, think the boys are giving us the rooms we wanted! Good old boys :) Gunna type up my life plan and stick it all over the house so I remember what I must be doing when. My new life plan consists of gyming it(when it can be afforded if not, runs around the park near our house) attending Buddhist meditation, teaching refugees English, no carbs after five! Eating healthy, no fast food, doing all work at least 3/4 days in advance, burning incense and writing in my blog more. Also saving, saving, saving for the perfect getaways when needed!

Been applying for jobs, its so hard to get employed! I never had a problem getting a job at Boots. Although said job then proved to drive me insane and the result of them never paying me on time has led to some sticky situations, but always been resolved so can't complain too much. They're just so bloody unreliable, so i've decided to boycott Boots, no shopping and no working! I've applied to Pret so many times hopefully i'll get it this time! If not hopefully some bar work will pop up. Can't wait to be back with an LS postcode with a new job and new life plan!

Looking at flights to Ireland at the moment, £43 return for week after next, not bad my friends. If only I actually had some money to my name? Although I do wanna be in Thailand. Can't wait to be back! Spoke to my friend in Phi Phi on the phone a few times this week, apparently its all rain and quite at the moment. Makes me not miss it too much, but still, better to be in Thailand than England hey!

Work tomorrow, waking up at 5.30am to leave at 6.30 am to get there for 8am. That should be illegal if you're not getting up to go to the airport or you have jet lag or something thats super exciting! Never mind moneys money AND it means the day finishes quicker. Me and Skye are going to go to the Buddhist temple sometime soon which should be nice. Hopefully we'll become all relaxed and enlightened. Then we can sing Kings of Leon and practise for our new band who will be on the line up for reading next year. Exciting stuff!

My nan gave me some life advice the other day about doing as much as you can when you can coz you don't know whats round the corner. All very cliched but all very relevant timing!

Anyway, I should probably go to sleep now. 5 and half ours worth of sweet dreams to be had. 

xox